This is a song about "A crazy family"

And killing is a crazy person's symptom

Put them out randomly hopin' that i get some

In this cracked crack fag back slab in disguise

With a nice family and a good wife,

Get a crazy thrill whenever you call

Hands up, throw me up against the wall

I kill me just like you from the back you'll see

Of a sociopath from a damaged family

Because love is a crazy thing

This ain't easy, im thinking

Fuck you bunch is here, never disrespect my family

A close family, and never more unrelenting agony.

Got me counting my blessings, it took me a-d to see

A troubled family, wealthy parents living prodigy..

I feel like i'm a disgrace to my family,

New love is so beautiful. time just makes it ugly