This is a song about "19"

Why didn't i kill those fucking guys..

... club, we'll be actin' real nice

Life has changed, im 19 was addicted to cocaine

Begin to make me feel like a little kid again

Californication, nah this is acidification, and i'm jason

I keep my friends close, enemies closer, fuck both, i dont trust no one

Gimme mines, i really rhyme

Noticed it was 10pm. shit! bed time.

That's gon' make it hard to smile in the futurebut through whatever you see

But that's a industry mentality, misogyny's a reality,

She was always making sells

Self-hatred...i hate you...and myself

Amortization till restoration, allocation of reparation

And i got a girlfriend so i'm a keep lying until the verse end, fin

Hip-hop's unbalances got out of hand

19 wave caps spit facts on blast,