This is a song about "Why not now"

Made a million with the pen

But not now. not ever again.

Tatted upt.y.g.a. basically gotta cremate me cause i'm fly 'til i die

Hi kids, u called for my name? fuck that, im here now don't even try why, why

Now i can see why, you didn't even bother.

I'm haunted by the thoughts of being husband, or a father

That's gon' make it hard to smile in the futurebut through whatever you see

Now that i have kept this beast, so why not let up, no longer enemies, we can be,

I can make the clouds jealous nigga i am that fly

She's filled with anger now, and she doesn't -even- know why

And knocked out im not gna stop now

Bitches ain't around one thou

But you hate them navel kisses

Why am i not good enough

You are now listening to the all-time phenomenal

So i now understand why some of em had to hustle