This is a song about "Why i m am i here"

And then you fuckers wonder why i wish i wasn't here,

If that bitch don't like you, she gonna tell you how she feel

Why am i back to shooting up again?

Semetex said we’re good, and we’re good then

I phone home to the real they wanna know just how it feel

You know, i keep wondering why. you're still here.

Why am i like this?why is satan evil

Forever i ain't run yet and i never will

The way she walks and causes a fuss

Why am i not good enough

She shift my gears and whispered in my ear

I asked papa why you were here