This is a song about "Why am i rettarted"

But mama, why am i so special?

To dream is to live life’s full potential

I got a question for ya, little somethin to say

Didn't want that for my life so that's why i'm where i am today

Forever i ain't run yet and i never will

I am not powerless, i am powerful

I cried all night, "why! why! why!"

In the lambo looking like a fly

Why am i still alive?

Then put it into sex drive

While syd is telling me that she's been getting intimate with men

I'm thriving, and if hip hops dead? then why the fuck am i still alive then?

After every show, a dream she hold

Why am i like this? why is winter cold