This is a song about "Why am i alive"

Call the network dipset family ties

So much and i am still alive

See me as blasphemous for i don't need them

Why am i worse off now than i was back then

Why am i not good enough

Don’t you be holding back, your love

Cause i run up in them and i make their cats meow

Now u see why i am the way i am now?

I need a backyard full court size

Why am i still alive?

Why i am so angry when i express vocal knowledge?

Went thru my phone saw a text, and then she wrote her a message

Nigga livin the life

Heating up i am burned alive.