This is a song about "What i never had"

I never had a doubt

So check it out

Let me enlighten you, i am the brightest of the youth

But shes lucky i never had the guts to say the truth

Marshmallows inside my pen

I had never fit in with the men.

Knowin that it was just somethin that i really never had.

I didn't take my fucking ritalin, this is a hype track

I wish i would start to fly, but i'm just forced to sigh as my life continues,

Never had a drop, but what have i to lose, i still have the opportunity to choose,

Your full of jealousy it' something i never had,

I deserve a medal, lap 'em on every track

Yeah i know, but i never had no problem with alcohol

Wit’ some killers and everybody know who we are