This is a song about "Wanting a drean"

Wanting to stab a couple bully's in thier eyes with a number 2 pencil,

I dont care how low a level i must stoop to get you stupid on my own level

Wanting to end my life , because the women in life would laugh

You fucking dead bitch chips, i'm on my fifth bag with your bitch ass

But i keep fucking maids, wanting more babes

I don't do dishes but i throw away your plates

They see me in that lavender tank, you'd rather just faint

Enemies wanting to finish me, mind your self as a saint,

Try to jack and i will attack

"im mad with wanting to have you back"

But this is what'll kill me in the end always wanting to avenge

So i grab her by the hands and hold her down to the bench

That's gon' make it hard to smile in the futurebut through whatever you see

Wanting to be somebody with a 4 figure salary n' getting paid hourly.

Thoughts, cause you're an outsider tryna get in brain

Wanting to leave but always coming back to mary jane