This is a song about "Waking up in a hospital"

Jealousy inside, make'em wish i diedoh my lord, tell me what i'm livin' for

Dreaming about making it as a rapper but waking up and still climbing the ladder,

I’m just a young nigga caught up in this rap business

And now he's in a hospital with lots of slits across his wrists,

Apologizing for my actions, sometimes i get bored

Best get ya ass to a hospital before you end up in the morgue

Meetin' fuckin' hoes on the road, it's takin its toll

I’m waking up the whole game, maintaining control,

Yeah, um, as you can probably tell from listening to this record

And then leave your ass in a hospital bed, i'm the only god only lord,

But i didn't cross the line until the bridge hit it, troll

I’m waking up the whole game, maintaining control,

Forever i ain't run yet and i never will

No patience, like a empty hospital

And now you in the hospital, the doctors got a breathing unit,

Making his own fucking beats, covers, videos and all that shit