This is a song about "Trying to find the happiness in past but tuly i couldn t even find when i was in past"

Chasing your dreams instead of chasing a niggas paper

But, i rain on your parades when you find your careers in danger

Are you afraid of a thug? and have you ever made love

I just sit in my mind trying to find out what's my purpose

It was hard to get aligned but soon i would find

Not them 3 girls i got to be destiny's child

For all the pedicures i've given to their camel toes they bring

Thanks to all the fake friends ive had in the past, i have to keep searching

I find it hard to find

Cause i’m back on my grind

But i'm missing all the times in the past

I say it’s your world, cole world to be exact

And i ain't frontin for her

Dark past not but me in the gutter

Seven, what's religion nigga? i am legend

The sickest people couldn''t have even imagined