This is a song about "This is the path i chose so i must continue to walk it"

Put my squad on my back like i'm wearing me a starter jacket

The effort i put into this is so much i can raise the roof with it

This path i choose to walk alone

This nigga jasper trying to get grown

Why is it that i must devastate

The proverbial lemonade that i made

Cuz she came back with the kid and yoi been payin ever since

To my brain/ i chose to refuse/ couldn't take the abusive/

This life i have i didn’t chose it

And california on that jerk shit

Yea i’m on that ball shit, boy you with that soft shit

Why should i continue with this relationship

Cause jesus wouldn't even be my friend on church day

When i get to the butt, i flick it, and walk away,

I chose to make mistakes at the age of eight

Our vision never changed, we self made