This is a song about "Thinking suicidal thoughts"

Sneakers wasn’t fitting and my knees needed lotion

Thoughts are provoking, these thoughts are a commotion

Bullied, beaten, suicidal, then he came out as queer

Laugh at the money that's stuck in the chandelier

This ain't easy, im thinking

Like wu-tang, look how i do the thing

Hoping that he's listening

I know what your thinking

Like what was you thinking

Listen, these niggas is tripping

A lone man/misguided thoughts...

Kirko paint her walls

Clicquot for the girls in the tight dress

Thinking you dope , thinking you fresh,

These thoughts are just that, they're just thoughts

Metaphor, chilling with better whores