This is a song about "The pain of losing a dad"

Cause i’ve been counting all this dirty paper for a minute

A deep slit, watch pools of blood drip losing himself can't get a grip

Then, prepare to have the eargasm of a lifetime

Cos it reminds her of her dad helps her rewind the time

I can't take the pain and sorrow of losing my baby girl.

Wait, i heard about you from that other nigga earl

Without her i'd be lost..being with her comes at a cost..thoughts of losing her haunt me the most/

Vectrex you tried, emerson arcadia you died, coleco you were close and bally was toast

The pain of the memories of you in the hospital last, forever and a day it seems.

Shit ain't always wat it seemsi put that on everything no sleep having light dreams

By the age of twenty two i'll be a loser or a dad

Binded between, carryin' the flag for an area that drag

Enough to drive a man insane, a woman insane

Sleepin' on the floor of a tent in bitter pain.