This is a song about "The loss of self"

My half self was part red just like the dress of clark kent

Deep down, i'm an emo fuckin' faggot that's depressed

Once considered a rogue, i was chilling alone

She's rejecting all of me, my true self is what i've shown.

She glammed up behind that eyeliner i know there's tears

Into #living for illusions of wealth through dilusions of self-

So call the wedding off the sched. due to loss of your bride

Now me and quik gonna show you niggas what it's like on this side

Baby, just come close, let me play in your hair

Loss of a battle is some pain for a loser to bare,

Loss of time for play-doh; i'm steady spending more pesos

Bitch i'm ballin' like i'm comin' off of free throws

I let the white man get me, tally it as a loss

Sent to earth to poke catholics in the ass with saws

I'm tryna feel the vibe of mona lisa, studying art

Cause of death self-inflicted gunshot to the heart