This is a song about "The embers i ve become"

Meaning fuses tears when guns become the soldiers,

Then never touch it, like your goatee it's grown for years

Perfect 10 and lord knows that i need one

Started from the bottom, look what i become

Winning an oscar as i'm preaching my embers

Baby told me that she never memorized a verse

Mostly cause niggas hate you, tryin to fill up your plate

I really dont want you to become deranged.

But i'm a hustler, in my heart, trapped is the game

I become psychotic without you, i become insane,

Spit selvage my nigga, it's in my jeans

Its become one of the routines

Leaving embers of relief and remembrance

Pocket with a cash full of bashful weapons

I'm driving in a stolen truck, and i'm probably fucking drunk

Finally embraced the change so i could become the most dominant/