This is a song about "Swallowing my children"

Swallowing down my tears

You'll be rich in 2010 if you bought shares

Killing our dreams, stealing our vision

All the innocent little children

Knowing you shouldn't think that way and trying to freeze your brain

I taught about swallowing pills would be quick and lack the pain,

Don't make any excuses, you want to care for the children

And there's something you ain't seeing like i block your vision

Sweet, okay makes sense

Swallowing down my tears

Children want heros but i've become a villain

9 months later, new car, can’t afford a son

Pants shitting, scared, barely even shifting, i'm as sick as fourty children

Yet, it is forever and a day to forgive and forget one

I've got lita swallowing cum when them follows arrive

You're lonely and depressed you need a thug in your life