This is a song about "Suicidal memory"

I wear green hats because i'm fortunately lucky

When company turns to memory due to jealousy

He thinks aw, forget it, its so insignificant and little

Turn your life completely around and turn you suicidal,

It's difficult to let it goi'm startin' to loose my hair cause i worry

Last thing they remember is me spitting these bars in their memory

It's like a stain, the main memory,

I'm cold on the cold turkey

In a memory i will remember

She got mad i leaned over, i'm nursing her

Suicidal bitches poppin lideral, i cant stop myself from takin one to pop,

She blushed, the clothes came off, and i bust heri'm up now, ready to get drunk on the block

Talking bout they suicidal thoughts

Posters on the wall, posted on my balls