This is a song about "Succumbing to terminal illness"

Bad mouthing people,it was ma' illness. spreadin' rumors,they can't keep the stillness.

All my peers doing years beyond drug dealinghow many caskets can we witness

To get to hold your hand

They got me trapped

To what was suppose to be

To them it's just a story

I smoke the greenest of medicine till the government let us win

//as i have an illness and somedays can't rap/talk without it hurting,

We don't ever make love

Is a severe mental illness

You got nothing to live for, nothing to look forward to.

Make daddy proud: i love every one of you

To try and violate me to.

I ain't tryna diss you

Look, ambition will define you

To even try, afraid to..