This is a song about "Struggling with anxiety"

My brother got knocked now they hold him in cells

All my life i've been struggling with myself,

If you keep struggling, i might start juggling with your life,

But the love from the boppers had 'him watchin they rise

Now i know a lotta styles, some see

Or talk politely iv got this anxiety

Death and anxiety have riddled my life,

And, yup, i gave lyrics a reason to want to live

I said pay me it’s nothing

I can feel tugging and struggling

Anxiety turned to anger anger to aggression,

All the women of color i'm in love with your skin

Stumbling/ fumbling/ struggling/

Harder than granite, hoes know i'm coming

Try so hard to be normal struggling with sobriety

Two kids, wide hips, found something in her we didn't see