This is a song about "Struggling as a child"

After every show, a dream she hold

You just a struggling writer that never sold

Gotta give it to you girl you're one of a kind

Drown the life of any clown, like a heckling child

Cause ever since a child, he's had a volatile style

Don't give them whats mine run game by the mile

No snakes, royalty hating niggas don’t get no pussy

Life as a child was great but happiness can't be bought for free

Just a lost child, now a lost soul

Let's put it on cruise control

Physically straight but they cake they behavior

Sweetpea? sounds like a little child raper

And i'm still considered a child

Money back on my mind

A disturbed child now, he's missing his friend in denial.

I would never ignore you ‘cause i'm forever loyal