This is a song about "Still miss him but don t want to he moved on and you hate it"

I hate it and i hate you,

Don't fuck around and make it true

Uhh, addicts arise, when i arrive

Pleading for him to stop but he turns and smiles

Y'all turn back on your neighborhoods, still you miss the tears,

Welcome to my diary, stressing got me gray hairs

But if you want to keep getting crushed then go ahead don't let him in.

You killed the nigga, i stole a bible, is that a sin

I guess i'm leftwich cause i still get to win

And sometimes i still want to threaten him

Oh i miss you man but it wasn't meant to be

Killer stay uptown, louden va tree

By the phone, no call

You don;t thin anymore