This is a song about "Shadowy shovel wielding shameless sixth sinister son of a siamese salamander"

Hard to move on when you always regret one

Knowing they gotta a daughter or a son

Alcoholic dad died of damaged liver..step dad was also a leaver he succumbed to my shovel/

Smoking sherm, drinking malt liquor, father forgive 'emme and my girlfriend, hustling, fell in love with the struggle

Or i'll do worse than a psycho does with a metal shovel

Cause see way back, i thought to fuck with you was impossible

You live your life all serious while i'm enjoying mine

You think it’s sinister, like we’ve committed a sickening crime,

Twenty-million dollar nigga, but i do it like this

Son of a bitch, i imagine what your father is

Livin' off ya dreams like christina uh-milian in the front seat

Her life full of mysteries, and sinister visions peek,