This is a song about "Self discovery"

Starin at the wall, heard a scream

See my self on the tv screen/

Because it's hard trying to pay the bills when you're by yourself

Into #living for illusions of wealth through dilusions of self-

Used to catch us on the roof or behind the stairs

Life is so cold should i even fuck me self....

Am not dissing ma self but am trying to give ma self a motivation

I smoke the greenest of medicine till the government let us win

Feelin sorry for myself no self esteem

Maintaining my modest modest as i dream

But your cocky self looken like bill nie

I keep that hottie, just look at her body

Thats why i do this for my fuckin self

Help me pay my little rent, maybe sit in a benz