This is a song about "Self discipline"

Relying only on self

To heaven's door -- shed so many tears

Time to redeem, regain some self esteem

Okay, so play d, know what i mean

Into the canal, it took the discipline master, a frown and a while

I’m at the altar sayin’ my vows, to this benjamin franklin pile

So i can write about my life of sina couple bottles of gin

Am not dissing ma self but am trying to give ma self a motivation

Self call it heroism

My drive is like no one

Trapped in my own self, i'm amaze

And i just love your flashy ways

I can taste the salt from my tears

Texting my mama current self