This is a song about "Self advocacy"

To heaven's door -- shed so many tears

Texting my mama current self

Feelin sorry for myself no self esteem

I be ahead of these niggas last king guillotine

See my self on the tv screen/

Cause no man's eyes should see what i've seen

Thats why i do this for my fuckin self

Cause i can't seem to feel myself

Outkast landed, 3 thou was ill

The knowledge of my self still

Cause i can't seem to hear myself

Some thing i keep to my self