This is a song about "Secondhand sadness"

Happy sadness lonely

But am i less holy

Becoming someone you don't recognize

I looked sadness dead in its cold eyes

Things'll never be the same

Sadness and sin nothing but shame,

Never felt sadness cause at 3 years old i devoured a planet

Still standin' and in love with my prideheard frivolous beats, we past that

Now tomorrow you sober wishing you ordered a soda

Now truth to lies behind the eyes the sadness begins creep uh uh

And he's not fucking working, i think i'm wasting my damn time

Happiness has froze in time/sadness is opposed like crime

Six packs, or make a sick track, wallow in sadness, sorrow,

It's nothing but a motherfucking undefended free throw

I'm sorry for this sadness i have i use rap as a vent

Now the only guidance that i had is splattered on cement