This is a song about "Sadness depression suicide making it up all in my head"

Depressed in my messed up head feelin stressed

Deep down, i'm an emo fuckin' faggot that's depressed

This insomnia, making my head spin

And just looked at the whole situation

I'm making it rain with the twentys i'm up in blackhawk all day. tell jaybo don't

Cause you know, aside from me strugglin' or coming up in one of the most

They're all a big mistake, suicide isn't in your fate.

And he's the only nigga in this particular grade

One day at a timeshe the one? never mind

All these thoughts in my head might explode when sliced/

The gun rests in my hands, pressed up to my head,

For that living large, but mama i ain't done yet

Would trigger me #giggles and poof all my sadness

Next month i want that plus, money long as your tour bus