This is a song about "Sadness and grief"

Saddle and wave, i killed cattle and crave sadness

The say they're heartless, but i feel them when they show me love

Why not me the same thing

My sadness was passing

Thought this was forever love

Uh sometimes sadness sometimes madness

The .45 for you niggas with nine lives

While i'm instilled with the grief of explosions

Sadness and sin nothing but shame,

Hundred thousand dollars and that’s on champagne

When you rapping how you rapping, bitches pack up and leave

It's nothing but lies tied side by side to grief

I'm the definition of sadness and bawl

Just me and my boss no worries at all

That's real shit real nigga life

And the sadness that u deprive