This is a song about "Relying on myself"

I’m callin’ on you ’cause i can’t do it myself

Yeah months in every night she's in tears

I'm on deck i'm up next

Relying on myself

Plus bitch, i put myself on -reduction- mode

If sam rosen never rolled and malcom never spoke

Wish you was around now to see what i've become see

Relying on this sparkeling leaf to set me free

With a bulletproof vest on and shoot myself in the head (bang!)

College girl going wild, we gonna need a camera man

Now ill rip myself on these beats

No time to plot retreats

Sweet, okay makes sense

Relying only on self

Count on myself like a castaway

She will never get by, no how no way