This is a song about "Redeemig myself"

I slapped myself across the face and told myself "hell no,

Ali shaheed muhammad q-tip i'm trynna follow

Gimme a chance to pick myself

To heaven's door -- shed so many tears

Listen here, i ain't lookin for no tears

Now i can't feel happy by myself.

Bitch, don't mess this up for yourself

I need to fucking find myself,

Ayo baby, tell your friends... to get with my friends

Before we begin, i need to introduce myself

Maybe with this mindset i've already fucked myself

Bands on top of bands, got me fuckin’ her and her friends

I'ma crap until i'm dead, then shoot myself

My brother got knocked now they hold him in cells

They asking me to be myself

11.1.11 is when it all makes sense