This is a song about "Redeemig myself"

I'm just tryna push a porsche, that's white like montana snow

I slapped myself across the face and told myself "hell no,

Fall in love with defeat, throw my endeavors on the shelf

Maybe with this mindset i've already fucked myself

I lost hope almost roped myself

I think you and your friends

I'd fucking murder myself!

And everybody's having sex

Fuck jealous from myself

I'm on deck i'm up next

But i'd just rather 2-step, like my first steps

They asking me to be myself

I can taste the salt from my tears

Cause i'm doing great, by myself,

I think i've got some enemies disguised as friends

Abusing and cruising my rues to myself/