This is a song about "Raped as a kid"

Ran with the local crew and had a smoke or twoand i realize momma really paid the price

For all the wrong i did , just as a kid. fuck it , a sinful life is what i live.

Left alone as a kid..paralysed with fear..though i gave a blatant shiver/

Hightalking back to the screen drinkin' liquorhavin' big dreams of gettin' richer

As a kid, i can tell you how much i felt disrespect,

I dont need no chains with no cross to know that i’m blessed

Im bout to bust just out a lust but i refuse to have a kid as fucked up,

This high powered cell at the county jailpunk judge got a grudge, can't post no bail, what

Used to clean my rolie chain with alcohol in the sink

And see yourself as a kid again, and you get embarrassed

I'm hoping we can change with timei'm living blinded

Let's pretend he liked hobbies he could do as a kid,

That wet wet in my two seaterher nails done, her hair did

Let's pretend he liked hobbies he could do as a kid,

Cause innocent women’ll stalk you if you fuck em good

Let's pretend he was never beat up as a white kid,