This is a song about "Painful"

As i light one for ill will

When we sever will it be painful?

Soo be ready for a painful trip.

Love lockdown like i am some sort of faggot

Why is love always painful?well why is winter cold

Seven years old in my heart, so i'm stayin' gold

Get the zippo and spark the shit

But all his painful efforts were wasted

I guess that’s why all of these niggas get bent

Painful indigestion in my chest

Because of painful memories that haunt me when people judged,

And i got nieces who need me they fathers ain't important

Except this experience ain't gainful, more like plain painful

I coulda swore i was driving pretty peaceful

Fuckin' up my prestige, till i live with the blues

The abuse i'm used to more painful than a severe chipped tooth.