This is a song about "Pain and dread"

On cocaine to try and cover up her pain

I turned into something they never became

You just tryin' to run game

From working through rain and pain

Lifes not all fair, work till we fall dead

Insidious feelings of dread

Niggas taking shots, don’t know how to aim

And thought that one day, he'd get rid of the pain.

Class is in session

From this pain and depression.

I taught about swallowing pills would be quick and lack the pain,

We rose up to bigger fame, glows from the tennis chain

I hope you studied because he's testing your faith again

Loopy, asking 'why didn't they choose me?' and started shooting in pain

Let's pretend he wasn't poor, and not frontin' in pain,

Who do you blame? it's a shame because the man's slain