This is a song about "Over the counter pills"

So doctor give me pills to numb the pain

I've be stressin in the spotlight, i want the fame

Amnesty international got bangkok to montauk on lock

Stop with the policy of poppin' pills before you get pulled by a cop

Over the competition

She all on my skin

I got counter punchlines like the left of cassius clay

Ambition or nothing thought this would go away

And god blessed me with a lot of patience

And the kitchen table is were i find my pills

Go and get it motherfucker, if you murder kids

Popping some pills, like neo in the matrix

See i ain't tryna think about no phone bills

So i'm sittin' in the dark with a bottle of pills

I wanna die and watch my dark soul fade, leaving the kitchen blade, on the counter,

Jealousy inside, make'em wish i diedoh my lord, tell me what i'm livin' for