This is a song about "Not knowing what to feel"

We havin’ a celebration, love to stay high

Wishing but knowing i won't soar to you up in that sky.

And my bitch is the type of bitch that's all about that dough

It makes me feel so good knowing that i could ever make it though,

I just reflect on how i ain't met you, yet boo

Coz i'm not afraid to face what i have to,

I swear these bitches look up to me like i'm doing here

I say what i feel, its not being rude it's being real

Laying there, not knowing that i was near dead.

I get mine and i bounce like a bad check

Me ahead of the curve knowing just what i worth

First i have potential, now i got them answers

Know give me a head start

Knowing you trying to hard

Shawty look half indian and never say a thing

Which i will then proceed to eat, not knowing