This is a song about "Not family being here for me"

And i'll tell you, baby, it was easy

 just not if it means giving up on being me,

She did not get what being #apart #meant for me

Your wrists don't glist, get the pots out baby

Just for me being weird in the past/

Follow your heart you’ll make that fast

That's gon' make it hard to smile in the futurebut through whatever you see

The path to success served in a golden platter for me thanks to ma family

Without you here for me to hold

I got rhymes for days nigga i'm cold

Diagnose/ me for being a maniacal fanatic

With a staggerin' pack of cocaine in the sack of my dick

Like ellen degeneres clitoris is playing with dick

Diagnose/ me for being a maniacal fanatic