This is a song about "Not even being real"

I’m not even welcome

I just wanna go to the slum

I'm not even real, you couldn't kill me if you tried

A lil' closer let me see you in the spot light

Not like you even realized

What a sad sight, lookin’ at my gas light

Fuck not even the police

Inferior, but i'm nice

Not being with her makes me feel shitty.

But respect is more real, and ambition the key

I'm not even real, just a figment of my own imagination

So much you probably had your burner tucked at graduation

Now my eyes chinese, keep the loud lit

I'm being real, this ain't no "pretend" shit

I don't want it on my back

Those words are real not crack,