This is a song about "Needing to try hard"

I try to create authentic answers, but it's hard enough to keep to my books

But all that comes out is my eccentric manners; it screws up all my looks

I go hard but like a boner in public i try to hide it

Where we can drink liquor and no one bickers over trick shit

She my billie jean we menage with mary jane

Trying hard so desperately to try and go gain fame,

So rest your weary heart

Knowing you trying to hard

People call me a try-hard, and say that i "act blacker",

We gotta search our soul to find out, what we're after

Both are right it only matters how hard you try

Never alone we 'bout to make the drums cry

Dire nonsense, it's quite hard for me to try and stop it

Not only from the rap game, i'm including the planet

I dont need no chains with no cross to know that i’m blessed

Mr. this is urgent needing u to explain it perfect