This is a song about "Narccistic shovel"

I cut my wrist and play piano cause i'm so depressed

While the poor just shovel shit, and can't afford to pay the rent,

Well, ain't no prob i got the same shovel that daemon brought

I'm trynna beat up every beat until my feet at the top

Hard to shovel the cold crap out of the way

Is heaven just another door? and my people say

Smoking sherm, drinking malt liquor, father forgive 'emme and my girlfriend, hustling, fell in love with the struggle

Alcoholic dad died of damaged liver..step dad was also a leaver he succumbed to my shovel/

And you rap niggas looking funny tryna talk back and shit

They need a shovel just to make it out the door to get more of it

To make karma come faster than she normally will

Or i'll do worse than a psycho does with a metal shovel

Its been a long summer, and i've been on my grind

But man, dig deeper and shovel something behind