This is a song about "My suicide pain"

Knowing you shouldn't think that way and trying to freeze your brain

In my brain, but at least baby girl's not in pain.

And i don't know no triple h, but this is all about the game

Nightmares ensue, and creepily pursue my mind, doused in pain,

So chase the air hide your stash

You are just a pain in my ass

Grown men in this game

Who will feel me and my pain

Instead i gritted my teeth through the pain,

I wish i’ll never see you again

We rose up to bigger fame, glows from the tennis chain

'cuz lyrically they ain't on my level, because my level's pain,

Here i go again, falling in love again

In my peripheral, i see destruction and pain

You didn't see me here if someone ask you

My pain & my hurt you never go through