This is a song about "My soulmate"

Get the heat ready then i give them that flame

My cash effected, my brain insane,

See my pain through my eyes,

Sit back and watch your sunrise

A coward dies a thousand deaths

My wondrous success bombs my regrets

My nitty bag, my kitty boost

I dont love you im just confused

My shirt, purple label my shirt

No rubber sole, hardwood bastard

Lost all my friends, my fam and my girl

And he, what's his name, earl

No smilescause ain't a thing funny

That is my wish, my fantasy.

But they didn't lose a wife n soulmate, they lost a daughter.

Don't see this deeper than music, don't hear it but feel the author