This is a song about "My pain worsened"

Too much pressure stacked up, giving my brain pain,

She my billie jean we menage with mary jane

That's why i never claimed i was the best

I feel a sharp pain in my chest,

In my peripheral, i see destruction and pain

I’ve seen this young’un on the train, i had to pick his brain

Who will feel me and my pain

My buzz is like cocaine

Let me breathe hard like it was hard

Except feel the pain stabbing through my heart

Don't even know the rules but yet y'all tryin' to play the game

'cuz lyrically they ain't on my level, because my level's pain,

It's a shameso much pressure on my brain

Staring at the physical evidence of my pain

Hey, i get bored so fast that they won’t last

You are just a pain in my ass