This is a song about "My lost love"

His sickening accusations, i fucking lost my patience

Y'all always on that bs and ps i'm takin all things

I love my dick like i love my bitch

Cuz i acknowledge i am far more knowledge

Dropped out of school never made it to the 12th grade

Lost my mother wen i was barley eight

Had to get my utmost feeted sleep cause

I'm lost in my inner thoughts,

And i got a little big, keep it low key

But that's impossible, i've lost my strength.. jodi.

Ive lost my focus, im at my lowest,

Cause rolling with the fake got my loved ones killed

Turn 'em off! time to set it off, get you wet and soft

I'm the biggest mistake in my moms life/ nothing but a lost