This is a song about "My addiction to depression"

My heart beatsechoes into the cold streetswhere nightmares and darkness begin to meet

A addiction to feed with no #money even to eat but still manage to #keep,

But this nicotine addiction

I’m smoother than alopecia skin

Givin' 'em a wet, welcome to the house of pain

Because of my depression i'll never be the same.

Motherfuck my phone, it never has reception

Enough oppression, leading to depression

Cuz she came back with the kid and yoi been payin ever since

Feeding my #addiction, breathing without thinking of #decisions,

Allowing me to calculate and measure the depths of my depression,

And i got a girlfriend so i'm a keep lying until the verse end, fin

Snorin' in the bed with blankets cause my head spin

It's hard trying to lose a drug or drinking addiction

Kevin durant you're an ant like my mother kin

Eventually leading you to depression