This is a song about "Mom dad no longer the boy you re used to seeing"

Ain't like my job or guys i employ

No toys for you little boy

The dude had a mom and a dad just like i had

Shades dark as fuck so all i see is black

No one adventured with you so one knows about the life your now used to

Hoping that the material possesions can materialise to a better you

When big lips is in the attic armed with an addict's arm

Chorus: you only get one mom and dad, but remember your mom

The americans can no longer survive,

Mine? type: nice. light come off the white ice

If i die before i wake

You no longer irate,

True story, there was a 12 year boy, a mom a dad

A good head on her shoulders, i need to feel that

Doobies roll your booty ho alexis know the truthy, bro

And i was no longer able to hear my songs on the stereo