This is a song about "Messed up in life"

They're all shocked, paralyzed, messed up spinal/

If they startcuz it's all about survival

Higher in this messed up muck of slime/

It was just fate cause it wasn't my time

Bitch i can't let goi been strugglin' too long, thuggin' too longand niggas is stealing my shit

Fading in life i'll tell you pic up your life and walk forward to the future dedicated

Plus 11-99 in his muthafuckin' chest

Depressed in my messed up head feelin stressed

While i chill with the crew. wake up in the morning having learned a life lesson

You must have won every pageant in america when you was young

I need you in my life

... club, we'll be actin' real nice

Crooked cops got a nigga scared to drive

I write about your part in my life life life

Fuck it, momma's proud of her asthmatic thin fuck

The hardest part of life is growing up.