This is a song about "Lost in my own head"

I don't want you to have my permit yet

Evil thoughts, they run in my head

I feel like it's all in my head

That sick set, tryna get my kickflips wet

Head first in that goddamn river, you're dead

Tired of hearin' these voices in my head

And think alone in my head

Is not far from white girls with big bread

'till this day it remains in my head

I respect that you don't know yet

But in my head there's something

And this will be the song that we sing

When the monsters and demons in my own head fear me

But respect is more real, and ambition the key

Never can i straight face

Aww lost in my past ways