This is a song about "Losing my dad"

I can't take the pain and sorrow of losing my baby girl.

Wait, i heard about you from that other nigga earl

Sweating in my sleep dreams of losing what i keep

But hey yo look, money from across the street

I said i'm hurting her

I'm losing my stature

Let me say this the realest bitch in the room

But it's my dad singing to the tune,

And risk losing my thick skin / i'll leave this bitch limp

Every day's harder, ain't nothin here promised

Then dad payed off my bail

Ain't recieved any mail

I shot my dad in the face

But i know i see better days