This is a song about "Losing my balance"

Cause lord knows, for years i triedand all the other people on my block hate your guts

Been praised for my gallants but challenged the balance of my patience 'n' morals

I been laughed at, hated on, no one would even play my songs

Under performing i'm under #performance, losing my thoughts/

I'm forever dope, you can check your schedule

You can call me ll j cause im losing my cool

So look at my evolution and what the fuck you are losing

I was fiending for the meals; i ain't talking burger king

But it was written in cursive for this king to exist

And risk losing my thick skin / i'll leave this bitch limp

Losing my mind. tried to think through.

Mama ain't raise no fool, true

Anti-violent...stylin, lyrically inclined and

All over the world leaving the balance irrelevant,

Honestly there's nothing i'm losing.

Snorin' in the bed with blankets cause my head spin