This is a song about "Losing my baby"

All up under the covers day

That's just where my baby stay

No cadillac, no perms, you can't see

My doctor wouldn't believe i was a baby

Told my mama in '03 i ain’t going back to school

You can call me ll j cause im losing my cool

Baby if you want my love

Black jesus!searchin for black jesus

I try to tell them i'm one of the

I made her my baby mama

That's gon' make it hard to smile in the futurebut through whatever you see

Capacity, i can't escape reality i'm losing my mentality

And risk losing my thick skin / i'll leave this bitch limp

And older women put a nigga on their bucket list

That's what rains for

I'm losing my stature